The Smile of the Unvanquished

I always maintained that a balanced mind is achieved in open, cleared and void spaces, a retirement from from the chaos and fickleness that takes hold of our lives trapped in society, work, even family.... It certainly works healing for the short dash, or as a repeated therapy, a ritual performed with a certain and fixed frequency... But I'm not so sure of that helps in the long run... this ceremony can become a flight from discontment, that fails to find another mode of expression... or it devolves in some kind of addiction, like everything else ordinary and good, and tried, thanks to a familiarity in putting the mind to non-active and settle into that comforting ceremony... However, a balanced mind could be the umbrella term for a range of qualities that create a special, particular and unreducible personality. Strong and couragious, sharp-minded, original and apt to open new visions and perspectives, and so forth... Even hatred can be transmutated to a force then, one that is co...

I have these nostagic flashbacks recurring, which makes me smile towars the blue yonder.... walking off to a time now lost, faded to an almost surreal veneer... As if in the present we dwell and choke for a droplet of life among the ruins and the dust, our souls reduced to a needle cushion upon which brutality and shame pin everyday, while nothing entices anymore, and motivation remain vacant.... A smothering atmosphere that blinds the senses, makes the heart decrepit, tears down ideals, and puts apathy and lethargy side by side, each on a throne, ruling masses who live in absence of life and in absence of death....

If there's no reciprocity, everything fails, give to receive in turn.... you need to make a hollow in the soil to grow a plant, but to let it root and abstract the nutrients from the soil, the emptiness must be cleared with soil and pressed solid, or the plant will grow askew or die....Some hollows are though ...but pits, where nothing can grow than ghosts of what could have been...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCNelxxc1JE "Scary monsters Super Creeps Keeps me running" The scariest monsters are probably walking disasters in human form; they rage and harry, deplete your strength and resources, leave you behind like a foundered wreck, and old ghosts swim to the surface to haunt a mirage blotting out in the distant wall of the horizon.... So time consuming for nothing to achieve... That parasitic kind... the walking disasters, ghouls so full of their own shallow pretense...

A: "Who are you really?" B: "I'm your friendly nightmare. The one that sits well with you, and reminds you of what you should be and what you can attain if you will it" B: " And now I tell you who you are: you're not the one of many who feeds itself with anguish to wallow in it and perish... you just seek up a storm, a making of your own will, a thought experiment, while you already know where to head, and what plan and organisation, logistics if you like, you need to carry though to get your hand on destiny... Now forget what I said, dream on, and walk tall... struggle, achieve whatever you can, and make the path and your destiny yours, not as a property but a flow of experience, an emanation of what your nature's core holds... dream on the storm.... "

It's an auld and nearly forgotten fact of life that whom is outcast from the sphere of greed and profit usually will show compassion and will give rather something they can miss, than to hoard it to all cost. Whether it's time, money or a bowl of soup and some bread, it doesn't matter as they have firsthand experience ...of what it means to see nothing but dark murky days and vast solitude. Many take sumptious baths, lift their bodily traits and embalm themselves in perfumes and deodorants, but while they're surely refreshed (of what exactly? does their dull and obnoxious lifes knacker them by the end of the day? does it hurt to leech and exist for shallow perspectives?), no action of this purifies their soul and neither is their way an shrine for heart of gold...