there's a fine haze webbed over the air and growing thinner over the hours, the pendant of my quiet bland spirit. left to consider the market place of options and availbility but contemptious for any devil-may-care allowance and in consistent doubts foreshadowing the outcome of my decisions, i turn myself from mirth and purposefulness, and seek only a reward in a rich harvest, but i haven't start sowing yet. my coffee tastes bitter, not so much as the briny scented red gorge which evaded me in all these sullen years of false promises and empty hypostases, and which my body periodically yearns for. it's one of those jaded, latently tension-filled days, omen-like whirling afloat on a river of irreverence, lucky-bummed avoiding the belt of stony traffic wardens rising from the water, sighing deep in relief that you made it through - crash-proof - til you tumble into a foamy cascade, break down below a pink, yell some expletive and stupidly swallow so much wa...